Tuesday, August 21, 2007

As a man thinks in his heart...

Recently I was challenged by my wife with this thought from Scripture; "As a man thinks so is he." In other words, what we think on affects our entire life. If we think on negative things, if we let our mind dwell on our unhappiness or difficult circumstances, our whole soul and demeanor will be affected. But conversely, if we meditate on positive things we will be affected in a positive way.

As I've considered that, the Lord has reminded me that himself gives us such advice. For instance in Colossians Paul says, "Set your mind on things above [in heaven] not on the things that are on earth." In Philippians he says, "Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things."

In other words, what I think about greatly affects how I am. If I think on the negative things in life, what I don't have or what's not going my way or how I wish things might be then the result will be at least a droopy heart. I was reminded of this in a home group meeting the other week when I was lamenting all the negative things I was feeling about church and a relatively new Christian began to talk about all the positive. I was immediately convicted of how I had set my mind on things below, not above; things negative, not positive.

On another front, how we believe God in our heart with our mind affects us as well. We need to believe God for His best. We often want what we want. We believe we know the best for us and when God says no, we are not only disappointed we are angry. Often God has told us his will and we do everything we can to circumvent it instead of to graciously and humbly accepting what he calls us to do.

Lord, help me set my mind to things above. Help me believe you and trust you. I don't want to be negative or discontent. I want to allow your grace to shape my life.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Why?

Why does God move in revival? I have been asking myself that question for many months now. Is it due to some formula that believers finally get right like "x" number of believers praying "x" number of times a week? Is there a key we must turn that we find because God gives it to us or we stumble on it by accident? Often we pray like that. We say, "Lord, we know you want to send us revival more than we want it!" I struggle with that concept or thought. Or is it that we must achieve a level of holiness that puts us over the top and God rewards us with revival? Somehow none of those thoughts resonate with my spirit.

The bottom line is I don't know why God chooses to send revival to whom he chooses when he chooses. I just know that as we read history, all the great awakenings of the past have been preceded by people praying. So I think we should continue to pray. That is all I know to do is pray and call on God to help us. Maybe in a season of his choosing he might see fit to grant us what we ask.

Lord, please hear my cry. It is a cry for revival in my own heart. It is a prayer of need. Like Keith Green once sang,

My eyes are dry
My faith is old
My heart is hard
My prayers are cold
And I know how I ought to be
Alive to You and dead to me.

That is me. I need you to help me. Holy Spirit, please see fit to soften my heart and send the rains of refreshing to me and others. Please. Amen.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

How to judge an elder

I've discovered over the years that it is easy to judge an elder. He must be perfect! (Please not the sarcasm!) Or at least he must measure up to some level of perfection that we imagine in our mind. It's amazing to me how tough we are on others but how lenient we are on ourselves. It's like Jesus said, we are so good at getting the speck out of our brother's eye but we can't see the log in our own. So we look at an area of weakness in our brother's life and we judge him as unfit, unqualified when we ourselves don't measure up and most of the time don't care. We justify it and say, "Hey, it's not me who wants to serve as an elder."

I guess the most difficult part in it all is that those who would judge a man unqualified to serve, will not lift a finger to help him. They will judge him unfit but they will not go and gently say, "Can I talk to you about something." So not only do we judge elders by a very strict standard, I believe even an unbiblical standard, we then do nothing to help them meet our expectations. How is that love? How is that God's will?

Lord, forgive us. We're like the Pharisees who put a load on people that the people can't carry and the Pharisees themselves didn't even try to carry. And then we won't even lift a finger to help a man grow. Change us, Father.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Don't quit!

A couple of verses that have particularly challenged me from the beginning of my walk with Jesus are Galatians 6:9-10. They read, “And let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we shall reap if we do not grow weary. So then, while we have opportunity, let us do good to all men, and especially to those who are of the household of the faith.”

Do you ever grow weary of doing the right thing? I know I do. Sometimes it’s all I can do keep keeping on. I’m convinced that one of Satan’s biggest tools is discouragement. He has such an arsenal. He can use difficult circumstances to discourage you like a loss of a job or the death of a loved one. He can use unfulfilled expectations to discourage you. Nothing discourages like dreaming a dream that never comes to pass. This is why God was so pleased with King David— he dreamed big dreams but he didn’t let God’s nos get him down. But Satan’s most effective tool for discouragement is people. People like you and me. The old nursery rhyme says, “Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.” I don’t know where that originated but it simply isn’t true. People say the most hurtful things. Even people who love each other say things that wound and cut and hurt.

I think Paul understood this so he encourages the Galatians not to quit even when they felt weary and wanting to give up. Now there is one reason that he gives not to quit. He says if you don’t quit, you will reap in due season. If you don’t quit doing good, you will be blessed. If you don’t quit doing that thing you know God wants you to do, you will see reward. There is always a time for sowing and a time for reaping and the truth is the reaping time always comes later than sowing– some times much later.

We often think that God promises that if we don’t allow weariness to cause us to give up, that in this life everything is going to eventually be peachy and just like we want it. Now I honestly believe that God does give us blessings in this life but the fulfillment of God’s promise ultimately lies in heaven. The unbeliever says, “Oh that is just pie in the sky.” No matter how much we wish we had heaven on earth, God has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, Paul says.

I don’t know about you but I’ve been weary lately, tired. Maybe you have too. Let’s not give up! Let’s set our face like a flint and stay the course. Remember, we have yet to experience all the wonders God has planned for us who love Him!

I’m pressing on. Press on with me!


Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Looking beneath the surface

God is always at work in us but all too often we are closed to see it or, if we do see it, we're closed to accept it. I am reading a book that is so challenging me I want to share a portion of it with you. It's Peter Scazzero's book, The Emotionally Healthy Church. He challenges our normal thinking on discipleship when he says that a Christian really can't be a mature believer apart from a healthy emotional maturity. Time doesn't permit me to recount all he says about emotional maturity but in the book he lays out six or seven principles that he believes comprise emotional maturity. One of those is the ability to look at the core of one's self and honestly evaluate what we see. Emotional maturity includes the willingness, and the ability, to look at the center of our being and recognize areas of weakness and areas of compromise that need to be addressed and fixed. It is the ability to look at ourselves, and without casting blame elsewhere, take responsibility and ownership to fix those areas.

Listen to this excerpt-- I love it! "The gospel says you are more sinful and flawed than you ever dared believe, yet you are more accepted and loved than you ever dared hope because Jesus lived and died in your place." "God has given us the Gospel to create a safe environment to look beneath the surface. I don't have to prove that I'm lovable or valuable. I don't have to be right all the time. I can be vulnerable and be myself even if others don't accept me. I can even take risks and fail. Why? Because God sees the 90 percent of the iceberg hidden below the surface, and he utterly, totally loves me in Christ. We have a saying at New Life Fellowship: "You can be yourself because there is nothing left to prove."

If only we could grab hold of this liberating truth! I can be honest with my areas of sin and weakness because I have nothing to prove, nothing to gain. I am loved in Jesus and nothing I do or don't do will make him love me more or less. Sure the Lord wants me to change, He wants me to be like Him. But it doesn't affect His love for me. Emotional health begins with an honest look inside and a willingness to own up to what we see. Am I insecure? Am I prideful? Does gossip make me feel good? Am I a gossip? Am I too weak? Too demanding? Too arrogant? Sometimes looking inward means being willing to open up and let others help me see who I am. Did you know it's really easy to deceive ourselves? It's easy to put up walls so that we can't see our true selves. It reminds me of an ostrich that hides it's head in the sand and thinks no one can see. Or the little child that hides it's eyes behind it's hands somehow believing no one else sees either. The sad part is that others often see perfectly what you and I refuse to even look at or address. So looking within begins with me, but I often need help.

I remember watching a video one time of a business man who brought in some friends and coworkers, he was actually the boss, and asked them to share with him things about himself that they wished he would change or address. At first they were reluctant to speak but as he pressed, they eventually opened up. I remember the gist of his comments; At first it was painful to listen to but nothing helped me grow more than honestly looking at myself through their eyes.

So Lord, this is my prayer: "Help me be secure enough in your love to be honest with myself. Help me not to hide behind a wall of self delusion or a wall of ignorance. Help me change where I need to change. Help me grow where I need to grow. My hope is that when people look at me, they will indeed see a man who is being daily transformed into the image of Jesus. May they see a 'little Christ', a Christian."

From my heart,
Jimmy

Monday, September 11, 2006

Why is praying so hard?

Have a concert and lots of people show up. They even show up for regular worship services but if you have a meeting devoted to prayer, I mean really praying, they won't come. Why is that? I think there can be a number of reasons why that is so.

One is that praying is hard work. It's hard to keep one's mind from wandering. It's hard to devote the time to talking to God. We are so busy. We often think of only manual labor as hard but labor of the mind and heart can be equally intensive.

The other reason we don't pray is that deep down we are not convinced that prayer really works. By this I mean that we are not convinced that God really answers our prayers with any consistency. He answers some request, he doesn't answer others and it seems that prayer doesn't make any difference. If I pray or don't pray, life will have positives and negatives.

I think early Christians had the same struggles. The reason I say that is because there are so many admonitions in the Bible to devote ourselves to prayer. If it were easy, or if we all knew experientially that prayer makes a huge difference, I don't think there would be a need to devote ourselves to prayer.

So praying takes commitment, consecration. It is something we do on purpose because we choose to, because we believe it's important. Prayer doesn't happen on accident unless you find yourself in dire straights-- then everyone prays!

Let me give you three motivations to help you choose prayer even when you don't really feel like praying. One is the obvious challenge of God's Word. Devote yourself to prayer. Paul on numerous ocassions says just that, "Devote yourself to prayer." You and I can not call ourselves obedient to the Scriptures unless we devote ourselves to prayer.

Second, the clear example of the early church. In Acts 1, before Pentecost, the Bible clearly says the early Christians were devoted to prayer. After Peter's and John's arrest they return to the group and they errupt into a prayer meeting where the Holy Spirit shakes the house. And when Peter is released after another imprisonment, he returns to the group to find them praying. They believed that praying was imperative. Why was that so? I believe because of the example of Jesus.

Jesus' example is our third motivation for praying. He did it. Hours at a time. He did it alone. He led the group. He prayed daily. He prayed while others slept. He chose prayer and he chose it often. If the Son of God prayed, should not we pray too? If it was priority to him, should it not be priority to us?

I don't understand prayer any better than you, but I believe that it is necessary. I believe God hears our prayers. I believe it means something to him. Won't you make a commitment to personal and corporate praying?

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Dig for Joy

Dig for Joy!

Happiness is such an elusive thing. One moment you’re happy and the next, something happens to rob you of that happiness. But joy is meant to be different. Joy is meant to be the underlying bedrock that doesn't shift and move with the tides of negative circumstances. But boy is it still hard to choose joy. If one is not careful those waves of adversity can cover that rock of joy with sands of discouragement. Just as a Noreaster blows in the waves that carry the sand onto the beach roads, so can your joy be covered over.

So what’s the key? Dig! Dig for the joy. It's there. Make a choice to search for it; to choose it. Remind yourself of the truth of your life. If you are a believer in Jesus, God said that Jesus came to bring you joy, abundant joy. Jesus himself told us that no one would be able to take our joy from us so when the enemy tries, fight him for it!

But how Jimmy, how do I dig, to use your analogy? Well first we believe the truth that God loves us and nothing can separate us from His great love. Kay Warren defines joy as the , “The unshakable assurance that God is in control of all the details in my life. It is the quiet confidence that ultimately everything will be alright; and the determined purpose to praise God in all things.” Then we stubbornly refuse to allow circumstances to control our lives and our thinking. Instead we rest content in his love and trust in His future for us.

Lord, I want to be a joyous Christian. I want to walk in joy. Joy is my strength. When I am with out it, I am weak and vulnerable to the enemy’s temptations. So Father, please fill me with the joy of your Holy Spirit, even now!

From my heart,
Pastor Jimmy

The crocodile hunter is dead!

The crocodile hunter is dead. It's hard to believe that Steve Irwin is actually gone but it's true. One thing about him that sticks out in my mind was the passion with which he lived for what he believed in. Nature and animals were his thing and passion for them oozed from his very pores.

I was thinking, here I am, a Christian, believing that eternity hangs in the balance for the men and women I meet. I believe that God, the Creator of all things, wants to have a personal friendship with all of us, and not only do I lack passion, I'm actually apathetic. How can such things be? Lord, I ask you to please work in my heart today. Reenergize my passion factor. Kindle again the flame in my heart. Please! That I might not live a humdrum life but one set ablaze by the power and purposes of God. As someone else once said, "Let me burn out for you rather than rust out."

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

I'm not sure blogging is my thing but I think I will give it a shot. (But not today!)